Stupidity

Recently I've been thinking about this a lot.

Why am I trying so hard?
Is it really worth doing so much?
Do I really expect good things will happen?

The situation is pretty straight forward. I know it's all fruitless attempts. But I just can't stop doing so, tries after tries.

Still trying to moving on....

Abyss

Everytime when I thought I'm almost out of it, I fell right back in again. Almost 2 years...

是我太固执吗？已知道是不可能的，但还傻傻地等和执着。何苦呢。。。

Never mind. I'll try again to climb out of this hopeless pit once again.