jalan jalan after exam~

today was my last paper.. WOOT~ alright.. so i decided to get some stuff that i wanted to get before exam.. my fondue pot.. so i went to orchard road for that.. and also to jalan jalan..

as i was alone, so i was feeling extremely bored.. started to randomly take some photo.. but end up picture buay gan, either lousily taken by me or hp cam sux like hell.. but i like the following 2 photos.. the photos are shoot up from below..

my big face, taka and the sky

xmas tree at taka, inverted V

and of cos! i need to show off my trophy from this jalan jalan session!!

my fondue pot!! and its candles

yup! i finally got it.. anyone wanna eat fondue?

imitation chocolate..

presentation chuiz.. calbury chocolate chuiz.. RM! after exam, i'll RM!!! anyway, this is an imitation of some chocolate tidbits.. eh.. got those coco pops rice cracker sticked together with chocolate..

sexy!

mai beo..
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TADA!! hahahhaha! okay.. i was studying until bored.. er.. okay.. in fact i haven't even started studying.. =\ today totally 0% productivity..

appended: oh ya.. i've informed him abt this pic liao.. for those who felt pity for him and concern abt his privacy, i've alreadi seeked his permission for posting it on my blog le.. i'm doing legal stuff... v(^.^)v

lame convo lame joke..

Sicong: Narcissism... says (3:06 AM):
wat's love when we have to search for it? wat's love when we have to endure it sometimes? wat's love when we have to work hard to get it?

Yoniko : Hibernation says (3:08 AM):
love's all about searching, enduring and hardship

Yoniko : Hibernation says (3:08 AM):
n sumtimes about hatred too

Sicong: Narcissism... says (3:08 AM):
then for f*ck?

Sicong: Narcissism... says (3:08 AM):
oh ya..

Sicong: Narcissism... says (3:08 AM):
hahahaa!!

Sicong: Narcissism... says (3:09 AM):
literally for f*ck



Disclaimer: The above conversation does not represent the involved parties' point of view on love. It is just meant to be a joke.

GPGT...

recently playing a bit with photoshop and also clearing my hp fotos.. here it goes..

the 1st picture is the original photo taken by eddie.. dunno why, i juz feel like changing the feeling of it.. from a miraculous godsend angel, to a feeling of the finally-an-angel-came... eh.. think eddie wont be happy with it.. but i dun care! hahahaha.. he dun like his photo kena defiled.. shhh!

next is mr ng zw's car.. wanna make the car more stand out from the background and stuff... the original photo's colour saturation was a bit off le.. so wanna try other way to make the car stand out more...

now come to the clearing of hp foto.. i'm a narcissist...


mi labeling the stupid rosak car key.. B for Bad


and miss tan zy! SEE!! SPONGEBOB MONOPOLY FOUND IN JURONG POINT TOY 'R US!!!!



~the end~

my stupid car...

i have a stupid car.. eh.. nope.. not mine.. my house has a stupid car.. eh.. not really the car stupid..

my car has a stupid car key.. so it's packaged together as a stupid car.. i locked my car using the remote control.. then i wanna put coupons.. so i press unlock.. CHUI!!! CANNOT UNLOCK!! dunno wat's wrong with the stupid control.. no batt or wat, I DUNNO!! I JUST CAN'T UNLOCK MY CAR! so how? i called up my dad and sis and ask how lor.. i didn't wanna activate the security siren of the car without knowing how to deactivate it.. after finding out the agarated location of the button, i was good to go..

before manually unlocking the car door.. i decided to give the car 1 last chance before i do the AA stuff.. WOOT~ heng it worked!!! wahahahahahaha!! dun have to malu myself! imagine a car siren goes off, a bunch of juvenille-looking guys hanging ard a car (we all look young okay!).. not right right? heng.. i saved my friends from maluing wor... but a bit pai seh that they had to wait for me.. =p

when i reached home after the dinner, in order to lock the car, i had to go back home, retrieve the working set of key, and lock it.. but lazy lah.. so i was playing with the control again.. keep pressing.. from all angles and varying distance.. then WOOT! HUAT AH!!! LOCKED! saved mi from the trouble of going home and down and back home..

to prevent such things from happening again, my sis told mi to mark one of the car... alright.. i shall use a sticker to label it as the faulty one...

my first paper...

oh yeah.. had my first paper today.. wasn't that hard.. A is impossible, B is hard.. well.. let fate decides bah.. i didnt really did my best for thsi sem, but i did my best for the past few days.. hahha.. bloody hell.. i juz can't put myself together for academic matters.. sucks..

lemme explain how i prepare for this paper from the day before... basically only @ the day before, i managed to extract majority of the gist of the whole module.. kinda late ah? when reading thru the notes again during the night, i finally start to see link between all the topics and the whole beauty of this module.. well, at least i did see the beauty of it okay.. but still there are some part i juz can't understand, and it's too late clarify that doubt.. so all i can do is try my best..

given the tips by the prof, and thinking how she would set the paper from what she had said before and stuff.. i was pretty much able to guess wat kind of questions will come out for the paper leh.. so i started to plan strategy for the day before the paper...

i know i was a bit tired, and i couldn't last more than 4 hours.. so how? i take a power nap first lor.. then stay awake for the whole night! actually i deployed this tactic during my A levels before le... and ya, it does work... i can easily shift my bio clock, but uni-directional - shift back my sleeping hours.. to sleep earlier is close to impossible for me..

and so, after my nap, i started attacking on the questions/topics i spotted.. ard 4am, hoot until song song liao.. to play safe, i tried to memorise other stuff which are outta my prediction.. juz to play safe lah ah.. while studying, i was watching ch49 oso.. nothing else better to do mah.. memorising is a veri shag thing to do.. so gotta coupled it with some other activity.. swallow ah.. swallow ah.. swallow ah.. try to gulp down all the info i was reading..

bloody hell, it's raining the whole morning, even before dawn break.. so cosy feeling.. if u put me on my bed, i sure concuss.. so i stayed away from my bed...

then came the time for mi to get prepared and go to sch.. brush teeth, bath, do my hair, pack my bag... then i open fridge trying to find something to drink.. ahh.. saw a can of redbull! that can was a leftover from the sept drinking session.. shawn left it behind one.. great! redbull can keep people awake right? so i opened the can, drank half of it.. *play final fantasy fanfare* power up!!! FIGHTO FIGHTO FIGHTO!

and ya.. my original plan for after the paper was to go back home and hit the bed immediately.. but guess wat? the redbull effect is still on! i think i'm so caffeine intolerant lor.. so duang @ sch.. play facebook and chat on msn using daji's laptop.. chui.. while using his laptop, it crashed twice, and hang thrice.. gg.. think that time chu smoke from the laptop is really a sign alreadi liao lor. something is really wrong with the hardware.. well, it's his laptop, and i'm juz borrowing.. so i shouldn't complain that much ah? hahaha...

duang ah duang.. duang ah duang.. evening time.. the redbull effect was finally over! BUT!! it's the beginning of my ACTIVE TIMING! nocturnal creature.. bleah~ chui.. not even feeling sleepy lor.. went alif for dinner, then back home.. a bit shag feeling liao.. opened the fridge, trying to find something to drink again.. saw that half opened can of redbull.. it's the one which gas one.. so cannot open for too long.. so i thought, aiya, just hoot finish it lah... GG! i can't believe i'm committing the same mistake twice in a day..

there! then i'm SO awake until now.. my eyes are SO SO tired, closing liao.. but my body and my mind juz can't sleep.. chui... and see.. i can even write such a long post here.. now the time is 2:30am.. so u see how long i spent writing this stupid post liao.. -_-" i should not drink redbull next time! unless they have a decaf one.. but wat's the purpose of a decaf one... -_-" x2...

alright, i'll hit the bed.. fatigue is really setting in le...

Good luck to those having paper tml! I don't have much luck left on me le.. i used up a lot today.. and i lent the rest of them to a friend liao, who happened to have exam tml too.. wahahaahaha! so i need to say more jiao wei.. more birds more luck! -_-"

can i use lard instead of luck? i have more of that.. -_-" SOOOOOO COLD~~~ brrrrr... sleep sleep...

Tomorrow mark the first day of my exams

eh.. i juz lifted everything off ng zw's blog.. and gonna do a parody on it.. though i do really mean wat i'm gonna say here..

<< (enclosed is the lifted passage) The first paper of my exam starts tomorrow. Hm.. Hows my revision? i'm dead! so dead! tml is exam liao, and i still mugging at it.. damn, why am i wasting time to write this blog. Its quite hard for me to really focus this sem due to some reasons which i dun wish to say, i dun wish to know, and i dunno. Just pray that all will be well. Well, Like to wish all those who going into the battlefied(Examination halls) GOOD LUCK!!! JIAYOU!!! Especially my NTU clicks - zhenwei, jiehe, chingsiang, sihan, kheechin, eddie, daji, watson, fengcheng n ryan. It will be over soon haha. >>

and thanks for all the good lucks that other friends wished me (oh yes, that includes u too, my fellow retard).. =~~) i'm so touched.. i need it so badly this sem..

and stupid NTU.. my exam venue is Hall F-Function Rms B1 South Spine.. then it has a virtual map for u to check out the location.. it said interactive.. then i speak to the screen "where is hall f?" no answer! alright. .crap.. i know it doesn't work that way.. hahaha.. but hell! i can't even find the freaking exam hall on that virtual map!!! screw the virtual interactive map!

my new found dream!

a new achievement goal i've set for myself.. nothing to do with eh.. status or material achievement.. more of just for fun... my own personal interest and hobby..

i think i really enjoy cooking stuff and making cakes/cookies... a bit niang? but i don't care! i'm enjoying it can liao.. wahahahhahahaha! remember the cake i made recently? i'm gonna improvise on that.. and i'm going to try out a cookie and another choc fudge..

well, those are just additional stuff i thot of doing after my exam.. but here comes my dream! i wanna come up with my own set of creations. i'll name them "Pastries of Hell". why that? well.. i wanna do sinful pastries!! wahahaha.. and thus, hell.. that dream set of creation will consist of 7 items.. be it cookies ah, cake ah, pie ah, torte ah, etc etc.. i'll come up with 7 of them and named after the 7 sins..

lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride.

not sure how am i gonna come up with 7 of them and fitting each of them into their names.. well.. i'll juz try! hahaha.. woot! should i ever have a cafe of my own, i'll name it something like Hell's Cafe or such.. wahahahaha! i'll get babes dressed up with devil's horn and tail as waitress.. nice?

let's work towards my 7 sins of pastry!

Picture Personality

dunno why, i juz really enjoy taking quiz (not quizzes from sch, mind you).. iq test ah, personality test ah, etc etc.. maybe i enjoy finding out more of myself? or i dunno who i am? hmmm.. anyway, this is kapo from picture personality of facebook..

Temperament

Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests

Simple

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement

Thoughtful

You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Passion

Physical

You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

周杰伦《我不配》MV

not that i particularly like this song, but this mv has 晴依 from 《不能说的秘密》!!! she's the female lead in this mv.. let's try a new streaming site, quite sick of youtube le.. ENJOY!

wth~ this one oso got anime...

as the title said, wth... from veoh.. didn't know this thing has anime too.. juz check it out.. for anime lover, it has quite a catchy theme song.. ahaha..


Online Videos by Veoh.com

Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It...

kapo another site.. http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/sfo/66795671.html for all the geeks and nerds out there!

In the wide world of dating, there are many options. Do you go for the flashy guy with the smooth smile, or the dude in the corner typing away on his laptop? The following are reasons why I think my fellow females should pay more attention to the quiet geeks and nerds, and less attention to the flashy boys.

1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they’re well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are... plus, I’ve never had a geek guy not call me when he said he would. Score major points THERE.

2.) They’re useful. In this tech-savvy world, it’s great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself.

3.) They’re more romantic than they’re given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends.

4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like ‘em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like ‘em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too.

5.) They’ve got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing?

6.) Most are quite good at remembering dates. Like birthdates and such, especially if they know it’ll make you happy. Due again to their neglected status, they’re more attentive than guys who “have more options”. Plus, with all that down time without a steady girlfriend, they’ll likely have mental lists of all the things they’d love to do once they GOT a girlfriend.

7.) Sex. Yep. Sex. I’m not really familiar with this myself, but I’ve friends who’ve been intimate with geek guys and it’s raves all around. They say a virgin wrote the Kama Sutra... all that time thinking about sex, imagining sex, dreaming about sex, (they are male after all) coupled with a desire to make you happy? Use your imagination.

8.) They’re relatively low-maintenance. Most can be fueled on pizza, Twinkies and Mt Dew. No complicated dinners needed here, so if you’re not the best cook, eh. Can you order a pizza?

9.) Most frequent bars as often as slugs frequent salt mines. You won’t have to worry much about your geek guy getting his “groove” on with club hotties because, frankly, he’ll be too busy rooting around under his computer wondering where that spare cable went. You won’t have to worry about him flirting with other women because, 9 out of 10 times, he’ll zip right by them in a perfect b-line towards the nearest electronics store. I’ve seen this happen.
Me: “Eww. Victoria Secret’s Models... They’re so skinny. How is that feminine? You can see her ribs!”
Geek Guy: “ooooooo...”
Me: “Hey!” *notices he is staring lustfully towards the computer store*
Geek Guy: “What?”
Me: “Never mind...”

10.) Although he may not want to go to every outing with you, you can arrange swaps, as in, you’ll go to his Gamer Con dressed as an elf princess if he’ll take you to the ballet. Plus, if he doesn’t want to go someplace with you, you won’t have to worry much about what he’s up to. You’ll probably come home to find him asleep on his keyboard in a sea of Mt. Dew cans with code blinking from the screen. It’s ok. He’s used to this. Just toss a blanket over him and turn out the light.

11.) His friends aren’t jerks. I can’t stress this enough. You’ll more likely get “Omg! A GIRL!! Can I see?!” than “Hey hot stuff back that ass up here and let me get some grub on...” They’re awkward geeks too and will, 9 times out of 10, treat you with the utmost respect and, more than likely, a note of awe. A cute girl picked one of their clan to date? It could happen to them! Hope! Drag some of your single girlfriends over, open up a pack of Mt. Dew, crack open the DnD set and get working. Nothing impresses geek guys more than a girl who can hack-n-slash (well ok maybe if she can code... a geek can dream).

12.) They’re rarely if ever possessive. They trust you, so you can be yourself around them. You like to walk around the house in a ratty t-shirt for comfort? He won’t care. He does too! They won’t get pissy if you don’t wear make-up or don’t want to bother primping your hair. If you gain a few pounds, they won’t try their best to make you feel like crap.

13.) They’re usually very well educated. Physics majors and the like. See #5. You won’t have to listen to him blathering on about his car (ok maybe a little), he’ll have loads of other interesting things to talk about. Politics, world events, how much the chicken burgers down at the local place rock, so long as you douse them in hot sauce...

14.) You’ll almost never have to hear, “Yaw dawg whazzap!!” plop out of their mouths. Unless it’s in jest. They spell properly, use correct punctuation, and are able to tell the difference between the toilet and the floor. They almost never get “wasted”, so you won’t have to worry about coming home to find him and his friends passed out on the floor amidst a pile of beer bottles. Mt. Dew cans, perhaps...

15.) And the final reason why geeks and nerds make great boyfriends: They actually give a damn about you. Not how you look (though that’s a plus), not how skinny you are, not how much make-up you primp yourself up with, but they like you for you. That kind of thing lasts longer than “DaMN baby you got a fine ass!!!” Believe me.

inspirational words of wisdom...

kapo from this site which i stumbled upon.. http://www.wow4u.com/ilearn/index.html

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be some that can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned hat you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.

I've learned that you can do some thing in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that money is a lousy way to keep score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to pick you back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that no matter good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

amazing cars..

japaneses are really good man.. nissan pivo2 cars.. no more worry for parallel parking.. and for pple like Kzw, you will never doze off while driving again liao...

it's me...

a sian feeling is overwhelming me.. wat to do.. who ask mi hand itchy... hai... sucks, isn't it..

how how how how? first paper is on 14th nov, which is like 2 weeks away.. yet, i'm not touching it yet.. and not to mention that module's lects and tuts i dun even attend.. who to blame again? it's just me..

notes not even printed wor.. printer no ink how to print.. once again, who to blame? it's me.. procrastinator championship... ask my uni frens and they can tell u how long have i been dragging the buying of the ink issue liao.. great...

why was i baking cake yesterday/two days ago? eh.. seriously, i dunno.. and the cake took up quite a lot of my time and money.. WHO TO BLAME!?! me lor... still got who? hand itchy lah.. wanna try shit.. =\ maybe i should change course...

and that cake actually made mi woke up late for yesterday.. yesterday was supposed to meet up with crypto group members to work on the assignment.. i woke up late, so didn't join in the discussion.. when i arrived, i dunno the 来龙去脉, dunno how to help.. cham.. chui.. some more i even played ard with the cake first before i went over to sch.. was terribly late.. alright! dun need to ask whose fault.. it's just mine...

i can't believe i'm still actually in this kind of mood and mode, even at 2 weeks before exam.. facebooking, msning, gaming, surfing, etc.. WHERE'S STUDYING? it's nowhere to be found.. cham.. this is my last year for goodness sake..

Angel: hello? Sicong, please wake up your idea... why are you here typing a stupid post? go study pls...
Devil: diam lah! kpkb.. he can bankai one leh.. why u worry?
Angel: his bankai is chui one leh.. how to chu bankai when dun even know how to chu?
Devil: ...

okay okay.. alright, devil lost.. i should really just try to look thru the notes at least.. time to toss away all the rubbish thots, and 发奋图强!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! i think i can join NATO.. always No Action, Talk Only.. sleep sleep...



words i can't say..
feelings i can't express..
things i can't do...