it's me...

a sian feeling is overwhelming me.. wat to do.. who ask mi hand itchy... hai... sucks, isn't it..

how how how how? first paper is on 14th nov, which is like 2 weeks away.. yet, i'm not touching it yet.. and not to mention that module's lects and tuts i dun even attend.. who to blame again? it's just me..

notes not even printed wor.. printer no ink how to print.. once again, who to blame? it's me.. procrastinator championship... ask my uni frens and they can tell u how long have i been dragging the buying of the ink issue liao.. great...

why was i baking cake yesterday/two days ago? eh.. seriously, i dunno.. and the cake took up quite a lot of my time and money.. WHO TO BLAME!?! me lor... still got who? hand itchy lah.. wanna try shit.. =\ maybe i should change course...

and that cake actually made mi woke up late for yesterday.. yesterday was supposed to meet up with crypto group members to work on the assignment.. i woke up late, so didn't join in the discussion.. when i arrived, i dunno the 来龙去脉, dunno how to help.. cham.. chui.. some more i even played ard with the cake first before i went over to sch.. was terribly late.. alright! dun need to ask whose fault.. it's just mine...

i can't believe i'm still actually in this kind of mood and mode, even at 2 weeks before exam.. facebooking, msning, gaming, surfing, etc.. WHERE'S STUDYING? it's nowhere to be found.. cham.. this is my last year for goodness sake..

Angel: hello? Sicong, please wake up your idea... why are you here typing a stupid post? go study pls...
Devil: diam lah! kpkb.. he can bankai one leh.. why u worry?
Angel: his bankai is chui one leh.. how to chu bankai when dun even know how to chu?
Devil: ...

okay okay.. alright, devil lost.. i should really just try to look thru the notes at least.. time to toss away all the rubbish thots, and 发奋图强!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! i think i can join NATO.. always No Action, Talk Only.. sleep sleep...



words i can't say..
feelings i can't express..
things i can't do...