I Need Spotlight.

I must admit this. I'm an attention seeker. Probably that explains my loud talking, animated face and stuff.

And probably that's the reason why I don't like to attend big big scale gathering and alumni stuff. Why? I was never really a famous/well-known character. So in those kind of gathering, The limelight will be on other celebrities, then I'll have to move to a corner and sip my drink or play scissors paper stone with myself (no, I don't really do that).

Talking about school alumni, last time I used to actively go back to primary school when I was in secondary level. Then I came to realise the memory capacity of human brain. Teachers always have to remember new faces. To make space for that, old memory might have to stash up way way way behind in the back. Well, except for the few celebrities of that period. And me, was and is never in group. So I'm usually the one that teachers couldn't remember anymore.

Call me sour or what. But ya, I just don't like that kind of feeling. If you don't remember me, so there's no more point in meeting up right?

Some might argue that school is the place where everything happened. Ermm... SAJC shifted. Swiss had a major facelift that I don't recognise it anymore. PPS, lagi worse, gone. No more feelings left there man. No more.

Of course, for those big big big gathering, if I'm feeling up to it, I'll attend to engsiew and support a bit. You know, test fire to see if I can grab the spotlight or not, and try to improve on networking. But I'm lazy most of the time.

Anyway, that's all about how much I dislike alumni gathering and stuff. The main topic here is still the confession of mine - I'm an attention seeker. WOOHOOO~ AA!!!

Aiya.. I got inferiority complex. AA and narcissism are just to cover that up. Damn, do I have split personality?