singlehood.. Part II

quite some time ago, i've written something on this thingy.. this post..

i guess i'm slowly getting used to singlehood.. i dun complain lonely that often liao.. in fact, i think i'm starting to see some pros of being single.. but not say single good lah.. of cos, i still long for a girlfriend too..

it was like a few weeks back.. i was sending my dad to work.. dunno why outta sudden he asked mi abt my long long ago breakup.. to my family and relatives, i've always replied them with a juz simple smile and said "just lidat lor.." it's always hard to explain stuff like this.. so it's better to answer them that way and let them get the hint that i didn't wanna talk abt it...

then during the xmas party with my mother's side's family.. dunno who started asking mi that question again.. =\ but luckily the focus wasn't on that.. the focus went on to something juz general.. 天时地利 is very important, as we concluded.. even with the best couple, when at the wrong time, things sometimes juz won't work out... “两个对的人却在错的时候爱了一回”..

then my cousin and her cousin oso started to promote mi some girls to me.. hahaha.. that was funny.. they made mi sound like i'm desperate.. and surprisingly, i didn't feel the urge of to know new girls wor.. 我终于看得开了! woot~

however, with friends married with kids, ROMing, applying for HDB, etc.. that does really put a tiny weeny little stress on me.. it's a constant reminder to me, telling mi that i'm of that age alreadi.. hai... lemme use a loser phrase bah.. "Let fate decide. 顺其自然.".. i dun really like this phrase.. bcos it seems like i'm defeated by fate and i have to submit to it.. hai....

lemme talk abt something else here too.. my preference for my next relationship.. or rather a new criteria.. hahaha. i prefer a girl who has some experience in BGR.. for some reason, a fresh blood in BGR might be too naive in many aspects.. okay.. maybe it's juz my wild guess.. but that's wat i feel lah.. also, if with experience in bgr, most probably she has a clearer image of the guy she wants.. but then again.. if fate wants to put me with a fresh blood, bo pian lor.. LPPL.. love is blind..

actually i have another preference too.. hahaha! but not good to say here.. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!! i've onli told nzw and jh on that.. it was a lame stuff though.. preference only, not a must..

oh ya.. i didn't mention abt the pros of being single.. eh.. how to say leh.. i can say the best thing would be - this is MY world.. i've come to appreciate the feeling of having MY world, and not OUR world.. it's something good lah.. i dun have to consider things like "there's a someone who is very concern abt me. so i needa make sure i dun make that someone worry abt me." hmmm.. understand? nvm.. hahahaha..