singlehood...

terrible... it's the horrible sore throat... it's killing me.. plus feverish feeling.. aahh.. must drink more water...

see Nzw kept writing abt his feeling.. i oso tio dragged into his emo... anyway, ya, lemme congrat one of my frens for getting attached.. he did finally make a tough decision... and glad that he's happy with it..

eh.. after a game of dota, i suddenly lost the emo to write liao.. hahhha.. i'll juz talk abt my conclusion... no more fishing!!! i wont fish until i work.. not bcos sch doesn't have any fish for mi to go for, but it's juz that i think it isn't a good time.. a status difference, a working class vs a student.. or mi a working class after a year vs a student who is still in sch.. u get wat i mean? i believe expectation and commitment will change when 1 transit over to the next phase of life..

so... juz lemme be a monk for a year... also, i'm scare of facing failure while in a relationship... and not to mention.. i'm scare facing failure chasing after a girl.. hahha.. my confi level not there yet... hai.. i'll be a monk! unless something great came along the way and overwhelmed mi...