bad mood!! (2)

great.. hmmm.. i should control myself in this post, to prevent any personal insult and stuff that will make mi regret that i've said such stuff...

usually during a quarrel, this is wat i will do.. thx to my previous relationship, i've learnt this.. stand back, assess, think, react.. so.. why have i failed to do so today? it's the reaction part.. usually in this kind of situation, i'll try to play peace after calming down.. but if something pops out again and agitated me, i'll go into another cycle of the above.. it is to make mi think is it really worthwhile to play peace? of cos, a guy's pride will come into consideration too..

and that's wat happened today... when i was invited back to the chat, something sparked off that fire in me again.. so? i left the chat again.. i see no point in clarifying myself anymore... now back home.. did lots of thinking during this period of online absence... well.. i do think i need to apologise on some part of mine.. but wat happened again? man.. i juz pissed off again by something i saw.. disgusted in fact.. f*ck it.. i'll juz let it be then.. let the prides be at war...

this just isn't my day...