it's over... too late

okay.. it's really too late.. it's all over.. "to be able to tell this, i've cried a litre of tears" well.. not too sure how much i've shed, but yeah.. i'm here to say it's over.. and i gotta pick myself up and walk on.. the world is going to ditch mi behind if i'm going to stay there forever.. hey! i'm a virgo.. i'm a sentimental and emotional man okay.. respect that!

Nevertheless, i'll still be waiting if she would change her mind.. i wont shut her off completely.. i'll juz slowly heal up my wound.. and proceed on.. and maybe get a new life.. Applicants, please send in emails.. =D

renamed "dear" in my hp to "eileen".. there are post which i think i need to edit too..shouldnt call her by that anymore.. in case wat if i have a new gf in juz 2 weeks leh? then "dear" would be refering to who? so it's still better to state properly.. actually something quite funny.. i dun really call her dear in real life.. nor darling.. nor any pet name.. not even her actual name "eileen".. funny? i dunno how i manage to get her attention at times though.. "OEI" "EH" haha...

As u see, i still can joke a bit.. i think i should be alright.. since i'm alreadi kinda prepare for this.. dun worry friends.. i'm a strong man.. if anytime i need u guys, i'll definitely find u.. a few pple happened to be chatting with mi while this showdown was going on.. thx serene.. sorry for eating into ur sleep time.. and er.. half-thx zw.. think u KO-ed after a few lines...

-appended-
okay.. sorry zw.. u never KO-ed.. juz that u happened to have something to settle too.. sorry!
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wont be talking too much into the details of the problem.. at least not that soon.. need to cooldown first.. get things right.. or else anything i type might trigger the tear glands again..

- i'll learn from my past and move towards a better future...