rotting out with frens...

today.. er.. yesterday evening.. zw flew back to aust le.. mi, seng, rene and zm went to send him off.. the smallest scale ever.. think bcos this time he came back with a low profile.. that's why.. after sending him off, we went to ECP to walk walk and er.. rot... a more proper word to use is hang out.. basically we did nothing when we were at ECP.. talking all sorta stuff.. but think rene a bit bored.. bcos we discussed quite a great deal of games.. hahaha.. sad for her.. but well, she stayed awake throughout the rotting session.. WELL DONE!! after ECP on the way home, i showed relunctancy to go home.. dunno if it's my influence or wat.. we decided to go for a short supper... woot~

nice evening/night.. got frens to accompany mi.. in fact, i was feeling down.. so it's heng that they were ard.. hahaha.. oops.. i've used them without them knowing.. well.. i'm feeling down all the while.. but today.. i almost couldn't take it... i thot i'm ready to face her and be normal.. caught a glimpse of her.. and realised i'm not ready yet.. feel bad that i had to postpone her bday treat.. i'm doing a lot of thinking recently.. until i have headache.. at least, luckily, i'm not getting sleepless night anymore... sleepless night + headache would definitely kill mi...