my blog dying...

lemme explain why my blogging is less often now.. there's plenty of reasons for it.... i'll go thru the reasons and talk a bit on them..

1. PS2.
daji recently juz passed mi some games.. and... i'm at it! hahaha.. so wat's there to write abt when i'm juz ps2ing...

2. story books.
SURPRISE SURPRISE! i'm reading books.. yesh.. story books.. monday i went to borrowed 4 story books.. they are part of a series. there's 2 series to that story.. i've actually read the first series before, but well.. i wanna read the 2nd series, so i thot it would be good for mi to refresh my memory on the first series.. so i'm actually re-reading the first series.. 4 books.. and i'm at the 4th book alreadi!! woot~ went to return the first 3 books and tried to borrow the remaining ones.. DAMNIT! stupid jurong point library dun have!!!! guess i'll try my luck tml at je library instead..

3. school starts.
eh.. although i didn't really attend sch much.. hahaha.. but going to and fro sch and attend lesson actually can take up at least 1/4 of the day.. really! eh.. but then again.. tuesday i never attend sch at all.. then it will be the fault of the above 1 and 2. hahaha.. look like my wish can never be realised. "Attend all lessons". -.-"

the above 3 reasons are suffice enough to explain for the lack of happenings in my life... let's move on to next topic..

my slimming programme resumes!!! *Fireworks! pew pew pew~ boom boom boom~* ya.. went swimming on monday and today(wednesday).. although i never really swim nonstop, i kinda made sure that my heart is constantly pumping harder than normal.. once i sense it's getting back to normal, i'll start swimming again.. yeah~ sch pool is now filled with european bikini babes.. but.. i think i still prefer asians.. hahaha..

today we went one rochester chill out.. we consist of mi, zm, shawn, peiling, alex.. kinda weird combi ah? this is wat it is if zm try to jio pple out.. weird combi.. really.. no doubt one.. i believe many can vouch for my statement... weird combi, but then, nevertheless, we still had fun! hahaha.. shawn showed us his photos on his backpacking trip to laos and vietnam. everything looks cool! seriously.. but then.. i think i'm not those who can endure this kind of backpacking stuff.. i'm weak... haaha..

on monday night... i was actually feeling lonely.. then emotion started to surge over me... and... i went to chat with her.. not really chat though.. i was actually probing for stuff.. bad move.. it juz worsen my mood... i sank in deeper... lonelier.. then i glanced thru my msn list.. no one i can talk to.. damn.. sad and lonely definitely compliment each other.. it was a disaster for me... but then! i didnt stop there! i went to talk even more.. probing more.. lame~ i was actually crying alreadi.. and no one to turn to... till then.. i realised.. i'm not over it yet... i'm juz distracting myself most of the time...

how long will this sorrow last... can i juz suddenly climb up the next day? *sigh*