yesh! target met again!!

ah yesh.. i met my target again.. alternating between 3 laps of freestyle and 1 lap of breaststroke for 30 laps.. so my next target will be same, but will be increasing the laps to 40... i gotta aim low.. be realistic... hmmmm~

today onli swam with zw(ng)... no bikini babes.. correction! no asian bikini babes... got ang moh bikini babes though.. chio one.. but i still prefer asian lah... juz found out that he went st james last friday with his mum's friend's daughter!! 20 yrs old!! ideal sia... zw oso said that her dancing is pro and hot! *wolf howling* from that talk, 2 thoughts branched off in my mind...

first thing.. solo date with a girl.. i'm actually quite shy to be with a girl alone.. i dun mind like going out with 2 girls or even more.. but 1 guy with 1 girl, i'm juz shy abt it... why so? eh.. when i'm with a girl alone, i felt that i have to take care of her every moment, and i have to keep her entertained every moment too.. any moment of silence, i would have to think fast enough to think of more stuff to talk wor... hmmm.. stress and shy.. not veri good combi... this may be due to i havent gone out with a girl alone for a veri long time le.. i dunno how to pass time with a girl (minus gf, that's another case).. so all along, i've been avoiding solo date with a girl...

second thing.. drinking.. i dun drink as most of u pple know... my reason is being i dun like alcohol taste... now.. is that the real reason? that i dunno myself.. but i do really dun like the taste of alcohol lah.. but i still can take it lah... could it be that i didnt want to get too high in alcohol and start to lose myself? i've thought of this possibility myself.. maybe i'm scared of that more than disliking the taste of alcohol.. i might start to blabber nonsense out.. secrets of my own or others.. and even things i might regret after i realised wat i've said... i think i have a hideous character hidden inside mi... a monster that is chained down by my conscious... once my conscious is down, that monster will be unleashed!!! that would be so undesirable.. or maybe i'll start to show the perverted side of mi (OH NO!!!).. eh! wait! no! i dun sniff panties!! hahahaa! so.. no alcohol for mi pls.. so basically i dunno who i will be when i'm extremely.. and i think i wont like to know either.. BOO!

okay.. time to surf for my fyp stuff.. ciao~